Orange

2011-11-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

Our relationship failed because we spent too much time pointing out both mistakes and not enough time loving one another. too busy doing that.

i miss you hugging me the right way. i miss you loving me the right way. i miss you giving me endless kisses. most of all, i miss forehead kisses.

it sucks to be me right now. :'(

2011-10-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

shit phone is dead.. cant be revived. ill be glad if someone buys me a new phone. tsk. one thing. madrasah money. shit. im doomed

For once

2011-10-24T11:58:00.002-07:00

im happy. smiling. and laughing again.
thanks N ♥

2011-10-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

never say that we fight only when we are drunk.
you wanna fight with me when we are sober too.
about fights, you always start it. and you dont realise that cos you dont even try.
to make it work.
thanks.

sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

2011-10-20T05:22:00.000-07:00

some choices were made for ourselves in life.
and some were made for other people.
not because we don't love them,
but because we do.
the only way we know its right,
is if we let it stay true to ourselves.
but we cant regret our choices.
the past is behind us.
all we had is the presence .
and the future.
whatever that may bring.

~secret diary of a call girl.

jwoww ft snooki

2011-10-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

to humaira binte jamil.

I, namierah s bte s, wish to declare that i cant wait to sing "cheers to the freaking weekend" when we drink mr roberts on saturday. mwah!

"counting down to laidback luke on saturday" TURBULENCE

Subhanallah

2011-10-18T14:46:00.000-07:00

Fuck you Faliq Farhann for not entertaining me and my Sims Social. God will not forgive you for making me angry. NEVER!

GOOD NIGHT YOU A-HOLE!!!!! (at least i blog about you again ok)

Just Cant Help

2011-09-21T05:04:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I wish you can read my drafts.

Hang-Man

2011-09-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

I think Hollywood celebrities or for the fact that you are just a celebrity; specifically like Lindsay Lohan and Kate Moss, should be living in Singapore and receive the capital punishment for cocaine abuse or maybe posession of cocaine.

I mean, like cmon, United States' prisons are like having overcrowded jails and releasing all these people go just like that for like a mere three hours or so.

I think that they should just live in Singapore, receive the capital punishment, hang-ed up, dead on a Friday. Full stop the end. Goodbye drug problems. Sheesh.

Like cmon. They are just influencing the present and future generations out there that drug abusing is okay in the United States. Thats wrong man.

Just saying man. I hate drugs. Obama, YOU SHOULD BE DOING SOMETHING AND NOT GO TO BORA BORA FOR LIKE HOLIDAY OR SOMETHING. Your country is in jeopardy and causing the whole world's economy to be on loose end. Not only drug problems ya. Other things.

Well, Im just saying from a normal human being in Singapore. No haters-gator.

Ok im a fucking loser.
(Who the fuck writes about these. *Retarded-Me*)

Fuck Yeah Snooki.

2011-09-14T04:55:00.001-07:00

With your attitude right now, you got me thinking whether I should give you that surprise birthday gift right now.

Im looking at my Pooh you gave me.

Like cmon. I made the fucking first move. Own up to that mofo. And the least you can do is reply. Like wdf man. No appreciation ya.

A MOTHEF***ING GIRL JUST MADE THE FIRST MOVE AND YOU DON'T OWN UP TO THAT? FUCK YOU.

Fuck your hoes. Im done.

Shit.

Jersey Shore

2011-09-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

S1E5

WHO THE FUCK HITS A GIRL LIKE THAT?!

Well haiya fellas. Please I don't want anybody to read my blog. My personal space. But its not gonna be privatised.

So anyways, in 2009, Snooki got hit by a guy. Rough. I feel her shit actually. So anyways, pox pox is not fun.

I despise guys. Especially a particular one. Im done with them. Did date a few. Without anyone knowing.

Try being elbowed in the face. Hair being pulled. Nice. Force to suck it up.

So, i wont be in love again. PERIOD.

Oh ya. i fuck this guy, ripped him apart cos he said that im leading a 'christian' lifestyle. FUCK YOU AND YOUR MATREP WORLD. ass. like.. im a muslim dude. wake up.

P.S: i still hate relationships. since 2007. Why did i even think that it will work out? Haha. stupid bitch.

Another Cinderella Story

2010-11-26T04:01:00.000-08:00

You know what really sucks about falling for a guy you know you're not right for? You fall anyways 'cause you think he might be different.

He said

2010-10-31T06:59:00.001-07:00

that i treat him like rubbish. -.-"

Knock you down

2010-10-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

We have broken up. Its over. Done Deal.

I know

2010-10-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

Nobody reads this blog anymore. So i wanna pen down my thoughts.
Nad is gg NS in two more days. Im scared. Just scared that ill become unfaithful. Thats all. ok da bye.

2010-10-17T02:28:00.000-07:00

I IS OFFICIALLY VERY BUSY.
I ONLY HAVE TIME FOR WORK, BF, GOSSIP GIRL. I IS ABLE TO SQUEEZE ONLY A FEW HOURS FOR FRIENDS AND ONLINE SHOPPINGS.

XOXO, MYRA.

PS: TO THOSE WHO MISS ME, SORRY I COULDN'T PICK UP YOUR CALL OR REJECT THEM. :P

and oh, bf and i working together. so basically im seeing his face each day till he enters ns.
toodles.

Party?

2010-10-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since ive partied.

Tiesto and Guetta coming for zoukout?? hmmm. Nak save book hotel. so must work my ass off.

Holy Crap, Im Late Now!

2010-09-27T16:08:00.000-07:00

Its past 7am in the morning. And here I am still blogging. Not into it too much. Errgghh!!
This blog is too dusty. Too Too dusty.

Working was thank god ok, but I kept complaining to bf how boring it was. Nehmind, he working with me also. -___-
IKR! LIKE BF AND GF WORKING TOGETHER. Too weird la. But nehmind, we go to work together, get back from work together. Awwww sho sweet. Ah, fuck you.

:)

Love you, Nad.

Am i crying?

2010-09-21T04:20:00.000-07:00

Fuck you, and fuck off. Goodnight! :"(
*then the tears starts to roll down her cheeks*

Just the way I am eh Nad?

2010-09-15T13:00:00.000-07:00

۰ηαδнαгіε٠ says:
when i promise myself to love you forever. i will.
and now i want to apologise that i drew you not as beautiful as you are.

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
rubbish eh u
i wanna bring you to the tempat amek gmbr gmbr the $6 one, the passport photo one, then we should take alot of stupid pictures there
and baby, thought u said wanan buy donno what shoe, then we draw together2
-_-

۰ηαδнαгіε٠ says:
Yeah I know, I know, When I compliment her, She wont believe me.

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
u tau tak u making me blush now

Gotta clean up this! Shiatt!!

2010-09-15T06:17:00.001-07:00

Im a clean freak when im sad. Its true.
So i took the opportunity to clean my room.
Its the best distraction, apart from retail therapy.

i.literally.hate.arguing.with.Nad.
i.love.you.tau.
we.are.arguing.in.msn.now.
i.love.you.again.tau

This is how we are, Nad

2010-09-15T02:28:00.000-07:00

You and I will be young forever!

What I wrote during my last ut..

2010-09-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

everybody in the class is so called concentrating, i am doing my best to fake-focus on my utclient and "blog" a bit. I am so sleepy and its 18 mins and thirty seconds left before ut is over. Damn man, my last ut. am i excited or what. NOT. I mean excited la, for the part where i have no exams in literally like forever (unless imma take a degree la) which is macam cannot make it gitu kan. So ya, no more exams after this public relations ut, and im off to the working world. on my own eh mind u. the school will be sending me to starhub for six freaking months before i actually fucking literally wear the gold robe for graduation. Like cmon, 6 months, u kidding me brah? So yea. In relations to that, Nad is going to serve his time soon. Lol. sound so wrong right? Like mat banduan liddat. Serving for the nation. be a proud skinny cicak man eh u? Well, gonna miss him loads. Not gonna pen down how i feel about it.

oh ya i miss you swagger. like seriously. and we didnt meet like so long. and i had to say pls? i know you love me. i know. but ur always like doubting me, doubting us. sigh. ok bye.

SHO -____- RIGHT??

HAHAHAH!!

Convo with lil cuzzie

2010-09-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
yknow what?

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
WHAAATTT
tell me

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
IM SO DAMN HAPPY FOR YOU
SERIOUSLY

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
=___=
wdh
whhhyyyyy

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
cause you've found th right one

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
why ahhh???

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
im just so contented seeing you be happy with him, hehehe.

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
awwwwwww, im so touch la ri!!!!
eh at me in fb

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
hahahaha, i know its pure randomness

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
he is a nice guy
very

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
I CAN SEE THAT
BILA AKU NYER TURN :(
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
seriously obvious eh dia nice guy?
-.-
Hahahahahah!

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
as in, i can see it from th way he treats you la gundu

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
kau nya turn three more yrs mcm umur aku jgk
he treats me?
how?
HAHAHAH
i dont even know
bastard eh

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
aku da single 2 years plus 3, mampus!

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
KAU MASIH KECIK 16 TAHUN BODOH
WDH
HAHAHAHAHA
tunggu la
habiskan olevel dulu
-.-
siao uh
i will upload this on my blog sia
the convo
ahhahaha

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
as in, he tries his best to make things right and not just let it hang like that, unlike F.
HAHAHAHAHAH
anw, F looks gay.
lol!

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
ya tell me bout it, nad is soo much better i tell u.
no, nad looks gay-er
haha

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
with a better heart,

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
eh accept fb request

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
hahahahahhaa

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
much better
when free?
we watch wayang

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
done
this week prelims,

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
aiyaaa. nvm, when finish?

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
this week, lol!
Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
lol.

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
what time you coming back here?

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
then next week we go wayang
time?
anytime u want me to
hahaha
friends can pick me up and go apore
*spore

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
********, save my name as RIRIE WONDER
OMG EWWWWWWWWWWWW
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
HAHAHAHHAHA

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
he owns a bike ah?
Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
NI PART BASTARD GILA SIAAAA
hahahah!
who?

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
nad
hahahahaha!

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
how u know?
u text my number la

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
asking, read your blog. lol.

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
i lazy wanna save
my blog got say mehh?

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
aiya, later i text you also nvr save

Je Veux Mes Snickers says:
i woulldnt say in my blog what
I SWEAR I SAVE HOR

☮adrianazx: Missing. says:
HAHAHAHAH
OK WAIT AH

I wanna sleep can?

2010-09-07T11:10:00.000-07:00

Three more days of madness; nearly resulting in bursting of my precious head. Wednesday and Thursday's calculations killing me. Lack of sleep = deterioration of health . Exams can kill one when you are not prepared yet.
Oh ya Sucy lost that ring. That ring of mine which is barely a month old. You know how accessories are precious to me. Chik!

Oh ya thursday MBS dinner which means; Last day of the fasting month = Being merry = 2nd last day of exam = starting of Raya = Last day of meeting the cohort = Graduation coming soon ah soon ah.

Ps: Today was such a wonderful day. You know, I know ah Nad. If you sexy and you know it bite ur lips, bite bite.
Oh ya. I realised 2 things about my bra today.
1stly it says : Spoil me (=___=)
2ndly it says: Girls are the best liar. True kan, Nad?
Naughty eh La Senza?? Bad Bad bra!

3 more days

2010-09-02T22:49:00.001-07:00

Important exams starting in three more days. Five modules, Five million worth of stress. But I cant study. Been playing dirty picture over and over again. *Teu Teu Teu, Snap!*
Ok help can?

Dear online diary,

2010-08-29T20:22:00.000-07:00

i'm 19, im tired of arguments, i didnt sleep since ytd.
we had an argument just now.
this time its different.
way different.
yes, i loathe it freaking lots.

and to you mr f. thanks for being such an annoying jerk.
i guess ur the one who is in ur own world now.
not me, but you, you will never change.

pu-nad.
i miss you.

Guys oh Guys.

2010-08-27T02:05:00.000-07:00

Click to enlarge.
So is it true pu-nad?

Now.

2010-08-26T10:38:00.000-07:00

Time check - 139am
Waiting for him to come by my place and we are gonna chill with my lappy; outside my hse.
Faster come k pu-nad.

Current interest

2010-08-25T14:23:00.000-07:00

Likes -

Just now, (i think for a long time), you stare at me when i was sleeping. all the way. and u saw me drooling.

The way you stare at me when I'm talking ALOT. (i know you werent even paying attention)

Cuddle all the way when we were sleeping

Never got tired of meeting me for 72 fucking hours straight

Never argue

The way you laugh

Sucking my flem (HAHA)

Lying down on the floor in Marina Square

Lying down anywhere =_=

ala, so much more.

eh ass, call me now la. 544am alrdy you know.

AND OH YA, 1 MORE INTEREST.

- Meeting at 5pm in the afternoon till 4-5am, then meet again at 7am till 12am.
Oh holiday period, make the most of it jobless bitch.

Twisted Truth

2010-08-24T15:33:00.000-07:00

The real deal here is that:

1) Sport curls on top of my head

2) Still loves orange so freaking much

3) 19 yr old broke with $750 paid attachment for 6 mths

4) Still love the same guy for 4 months.

LOVE YOU MAIRA!!

2010-08-12T20:41:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR THAT GIFT!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!!
MUAH!!

Thanks.

2010-08-12T18:34:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the wishes yea. :)
xoxo.
Pls no more. :p

-__-

2010-08-10T19:12:00.001-07:00

This is what you get if Mariana is not in the same team as you.
lol.

yawn

2010-08-10T18:33:00.000-07:00

So tell me, whats love again?
Start your mind-map and brainstorming.

Ok, Nad. muah!

Sorry boo

2010-08-06T00:43:00.000-07:00

Shit, he is already on the way to chinese garden. IM SERIOUSLY GONNA BE LATE, still stuck in class. He doesn't know this, cos its just the third team presenting. Damn Damn Damn. Hahah! Luckily he wont scold me. LUCKILY. k i wanna text you now.

The reasons im not partialling today ❤

2010-08-03T23:01:00.001-07:00

Marcus: Myra, see. I torn my pants again.

Myra, Mariana: Hahaha! Loser sia Marcus, like ah pek.

Wet Wednesday

2010-08-03T19:01:00.001-07:00

I like her nose, I like her lips, I like her makeup. I think thats lilacs behind her. Silky purplish lilacs. I likey likey.

Im turning 19 soon. Few more days. I don't feel that excitement anymore. How I wish that day wouldn't come. Damn, but it will.

OK bye bye.

Uh k.

2010-08-02T19:01:00.000-07:00

I DONT CARE, I'LL FORCE

2010-07-28T19:01:00.000-07:00

YES, I WILL FORCE YOU PEOPLE TO WATCH ALL THESE MOVIES WITH ME IN AUGUST!!!

NAMELY: Ayu, Amirah, Dian, Hydher, Nadhari.

MUST EH MUST EH!

Te Amo

2010-07-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

THREE WORDS

HOT, SEXY, WET!

To remind you of the reasons.

2010-07-28T05:55:00.000-07:00

I love the fact that you hold my hand whenever we are climbing down or climbing up the stairs.
I love the fact that you look straight into my eyes and make me feel so intimidated thus turning away. SHY WHAT!
I love the fact that you always rub my thighs and make me feel comfortable whenever we are on the bike.
I love the fact that you love my fats. =p
I love the fact that you always try to be cheeky with me . (but sometimes fail)
I love the fact that you hold me in your arms and make me feel so secure even tho how skinny you are.
I love the fact that you are religiously better than me.
I love the fact that you took great care of me and still love me even when I'm drunk and at the worst state ever.
I love the fact that you snuggle up behind me and cuddle me till I sleep.
I love the fact that you never fail to say ILOVEYOU over and over again even though sometimes I don't say it back.
I love the fact that you are patient with me.
I love the fact that you know how to kiss me the right way.
I love the fact that you kiss my back.
I love the fact that you play with my skin and with my broken nails.
I love the fact that you make me happy with the littlest things.
I love the fact that you try to always meet me even though how sleepy or tired you are from work.
I love the fact that you have big dreams and have a goal in life.
I love the fact that you are very matured.
I love the fact that you encourage me to go to school (chuckles)
YET THERE ARE SO MUCH MORE
*I love the fact that you deeply love me back!

Ps: And I'm not bored with you laaaaa. We both said _ _ _ _ _ _ _ whaaat. =p

Best Of Friends, FOREVER

2010-07-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

Forever is forever.

Friends are everything.

Through thickest and thinnest of life.

CB.

(Blair Waldorf & Serena Van Der Woodsen - NOT)

LGMH

2010-07-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

Love.

Its true - NeYo's song.

"She makes the hair on the back of my neck stand up, just one touch and I erupt"

Your voice tickles my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

Smiling away, alone, I love it when you kiss my back.

The way you look at me; that shining eyes, that sincere smile, penetrating right through my soul.

Your presence there, with me, makes everything else silent, you’re all that I could ever ask for.

The moments, the wonderful memories, tho short, we both know that we share the same feelings for one another.

I know we did.

Baby, you’re all I want, need, crave, desire.

I simply love every ounce of you. Every drop of love you have for me.

Yesterday was awesome.

Nad, Your Love Gives Me Hope.

Muah!

Maira Oh Maira

2010-07-25T02:26:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE THE BLOODY-SEXY-ASIAN VERSION OF BEYONCE, BITCH

Why bother about weight issues or whatnots?? You are not physically fat to me, just big but in that acceptable and sexy way. Cmon, your butt = damn!!! You are sexy plus hot, and dont get me talking bout your eyes. So pls walk around with your chin up high and don't get urself worried. Te amo bitch!

Damn!

2010-07-24T08:20:00.000-07:00

Baby, we're stuck with each other (stuck with each other)
Ain't nothin you can do about it
=p

This time its for real

2010-07-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

I'm saving money for the Polaroid Camera, the notice board thingy to pin pictures, and also polaroid films. I know I can.

Cb, 10 films=30 bucks. Fuck you.

Oh ya, Nad. No worries.
You did bring me to the moon yesterday. Too bad we had to go by 12am.
I love you!

Ps: PLS DO NOT PASTE THEM ON YOUR WALLS UH. EMBARRASSING YOU KNOW!

Naddy: Those who didnt appreciate you is their loss
Myra: =D

I FUCKING BLEW IT

2010-07-21T08:24:00.001-07:00

ALL THE WHILE I THOUGHT TOMORROW WAS US BEING 3RD MONTH TOGETHER. IM THE WORST GF. PERIOD!

Happy journey!

2010-07-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

I'm losing interest in blogging. Like seriously. Like nothing to talk about only.

I'm happy. I wanna shout on my terrace's rooftop and thank Allah that I met such a wonderful young guy. I wanna write it on the skyline how much I love him.

Tomorrow, 3 months since I called you mine. Effortlessly call you mine!

I'm happy once again! I wanna tell all my friends. Aiyaaa! They know alrdy. Even got elbowed by aceh boy cos he irritated oledi.

I'll tell you the reason why this is love. No worries, I've bought my stamp and envelope. I'll feed you with my diy chocolate fondue. Bananas and marshmallows. We'll sit on the bed and exchange love. No worries, i won't stop feeding you Nadhari.

Pray that my plan goes down smoothly. We'll cuddle and snuggle ok boo. Its been a long time since we were away.

A surprise for you, tmrw. Cos you surprised me with that gold mini rose last month.
:)

Today's menu

2010-07-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

Milo can
The kerepek ubi, the pedas pedas one
6 crispy chicken
Iced milk tea
Rice wiv ayam masak merah, bagedil and sunny side up
Watermelon juice
3 mini chocolate cupcakes
Chicken briyani
Milo can

*thats just breakfast and lunch menu*

DINNER:
Rice wivvvvv
wedges, chicken butt, sambal crab, that long bean thingy and of course my sunny side up

BURRRRPP~~~~
and i did say my before food prayers
Still hungry.
That injection sure increase my appetite.

*Ilovenadhari* (he is texting me saying how much he misses me now)
Nyeheheh! Wont meet him just yet. *evil*

Dear Farhandy,

2010-07-18T20:08:00.000-07:00

I've always known that I am a strong girl. Yet no matter what, all I could ever remember is that you are the only person in this world who can literally make me cry. No matter if we've broken up or not.

*You are mean. Very evil, mister.

Bf calls me Mia when talking to my grandma. Ishhk! wdh!
Ytd's kiss. *flying on the clouds*

Benny Benny shake head

2010-07-14T18:43:00.000-07:00

We Just Don't Care (n&n)

2010-07-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care
We just don't care
We just don't

Let's make love, let's go somewhere they might discover us
Let's get lost in lust
We just don't care,
We just don't care,
We just don't care.

Terrible Tuesday

2010-07-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

Being Marcus's classmate this semester was quite interesting as both of us are quite slack and the classroom is our bed. Sleeping in school wasn't a norm for me especially when I'm not working currently. But with Marcus as my classmate, I feel that it becomes a habit as I have a sleeping partner, till we didn't even know either one of us is in class till it comes to smoking with Maira. OK nvm! Blaaaa!

I'm at the hospital now. Granny is being admitted and she has her own personal room which is cool. I think she is ok. Don't you think so? I think she is. I'm confident she is. 5am was a shock when we all had to wake up to send her to the hospital. We all meaning my older brother and I. Dressing her up early in the morning just now was quite pitiful.

Currently, my older brother and I, Ezad, is playing with the stethoscope and this blood pressure thingy. The pump pump thingy. The stethoscope is so fugging cool. We experiment different stuffs, including listening to our heart pumping, trying to listen to the floor putting it on my laptop, practically everything to experiment it. Its funny and childish. Imagine a 23 and a *ehem* nearly 19 year old playing with hospital instrument. My 16 year younger brother sounded much matured when he scolded us and tried to stop us from playing. Baaah!! Sorry kiddo. We are older than you.

I wanna throw baby's phone away cos his phone is the only phone I cant text, no delievery reports and such. Basically our phone sucks la currently. Trying to influence him to buy IPhone 4. But sexylove don't want. Shit you.

Guess what, I still don't understand why he had to ask his friend to lie to his exgf that he did something with other people. Fool. Now his exgf thinks that he is a cheating bastard. Isshkk! Dumbass eh.

Dear Online Diary,

2010-07-11T12:01:00.000-07:00

Whats there left to think about, when your mind is buzzing about nothing at all? Thinking abt the guy you missed so much is like thinking about absolutely irritating nothings at all. What am I even blabbering about. Typing nonsense. I miss you! I do!

<3,
Namierah

Oh ya, this is to.......................... Nad of course. Bleargh!

Dia

2010-07-08T08:07:00.001-07:00

Whenever I listen to this song, I reminisce back to our first date. How much we have grown from being shy towards each other, to being crazy in love and do stupid things that only both of us are comfortable in doing so.

I remembered on our first date, we walked to four different bus stops, ended up at the first one, and how full we were eating ice creams. And getting to know each other was plain cute. How far we went from adam road to east coast park. And do you remember baby? You said I was one of the strongest girl you met. Playing that tap tap on each other's hand, till they were reddish, and and played arm wrestling. And did you remember boo, I lied to you about the flare thingy up in the sky and you believed me and we insulted this couple, *fat girl wiv big hair and skinny guy*..

I remembered both of us wore black and you look cute with the flat hair, and me with my centre parting hair so that you wouldn't feel awkward. And we talked to this little kid in the bus. And you sent me home, took the lift, and you kissed my cheek. But I was too shy, I didnt kiss you back. Cos it was too soon.

And remember on our second date we went to fulfill my fish and chips cravings, and still you kissed me on my cheek. Yet I thought it was still too soon. I was still shy and uncomfortable with you.

On our third date, in the theater, I kissed you back and you were stunned. Ok! This girl, did she just kissed me back. Well, you tried, So why shouldn't I. :))

Oh malunya hati ini
Bilaku ingat saat itu
Kami hanya saling berpandang
Dan terdiam terpaku

Oh bulan hanya dirimu
Yang menyaksikan segalanya
Oh bulan tolonglah daku
Katakan padanya
Ku cinta dia.

I love your smile. That smile. Lingering thoughts.

Love,

2010-07-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

Im sorry. Didnt mean to hurt you, tho you are the best I ever had.

My Weekends

2010-07-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

ONE WORD.

BATAM

Waiting for the pictures.

Ps: You didnt sleep and cuddle with me all night. Who asked you to get drunk and not accompany me on the sofa. Stoopid pig.

Double ps: Siaaapppaaaa vomit in the dustbin and in our hotel room's toilet?? SOOOOO SWEET.!!

Triple ps: Naddy paddy to my cousin "Whoever is her family, is my family too"

Myra: *speechless* -.-

Cheap Thrills with Maira

2010-07-01T18:30:00.000-07:00

9 - 11 class buang masa.
Slept in 168.
Took 168, missed tampines stop.
Stopped at bedok.
Teh tak boleh tarik wiv prata plaster wiv disgusting curry.
Nearly lost a ring at bus stop.
Laugh and laugh and laugh.
Bus-ed down to expo.
A big bag full of cheap goodies.
ONLY TWO RINGS ARE BOUGHT.
Yellow, stolen nail polish.
Scary.
Hollywood ice kacang kosong.
Scream at hollywood, Baby fin early.
Vanned down with kakak ila and funny man at harbour front.
Met baby.
Two teh peng, three lime juice at S99.

TOMORROW ECLIPSE AT 0100AM, SATURDAY IS OUR DAY.

And oh ya, Nad, I should have told you so. Im sorry.
I cant believe you said you were disappointed with me. :(

O.EM.GEE

2010-06-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHAAH!

2010-06-17T13:33:00.001-07:00

Im happy.

2010-06-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

*What a fugly love*

Campings, parties, pukings, randomly lying on the road in the wee hours of the morning, sleeping together, warm cuddles, peppermint tea, Karate Kid, jokes, laughters, bathtub wadings, kissing without brushing teeth, paddlepop surprise, morning jogs (literally morning jogs without the sun), breakfasts, TAKA shopping trips, wet kisses, gongfu fighting with you, oh hell and alot more. Damn, I miss the hols with my boy. 2 weeks with you is definitely not enough, especially staying out and not going home for days. Ahhh-mehhh-zziiinng that we have no arguments.

Nadhari: I will never regret 7th April. Always will Always Have. ily!
Namierah: *BUTTERFLIES OF COURSE*

The part I hate the most, not bringing my cam wherever we go to capture every sexy moments we had. Blearrgghh!

And damn, everyone is turning NINETEEN nowadays, pls not me. NO NO NO!

Ps: Read her new blog. Still feeling guilty. She still miss you! ALOT!
Double ps: I miss Nazree, my one and only real Charles Bartholomew.
Triple ps: I miss Nadhari, my another Chuck.
Four-ble (if any) ps: Im craving for Kartini's Restaurant food all of a sudden.
Five-ble (if any) ps: I miss Sucy Sexy.

Marina Bay Sands and 6 month internship??? I think I prefer a shot between the eye.

Wondering

2010-06-15T00:46:00.000-07:00

Will you still be here tmrw, next week, next month, next year?
I donno.

HAZIQ SUMPAH DA GILA

2010-06-14T00:14:00.000-07:00

Myra Says

2010-06-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

Dreams, Sometimes you feel that they are finally coming through. Well some of us just have nightmares. But no matter what you dream of, when morning comes, reality intrudes, and the dreams began to slip away.
Well, she thought.....
Deja Vu is seriously a crazy ghost, haunting you down.

WHY?

2010-06-02T12:34:00.000-07:00

Why of all people, must it be Chuck?? Why must it be him who was shot? Why cant it be that boring ol' Nate. Bloody arseeee. Curse the director and the producer for being so unpredictable.

Chuck oh Chuck. I HOPE YOU DIDNT REALLY DIE!

The Reasons❤

2010-05-27T07:36:00.000-07:00

ILY!

Feeling Low

2010-05-25T20:02:00.000-07:00

UNEASY! PERIOD!
WHAT IF WE WERE TO MEET YESTERDAY? WHAT IF? JUST, WHAT IF?
WHAT IF. . *struggling thoughts*

Nadhari♥

2010-05-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

“I wasn’t going to show up. I was resolved not to. Every bone in my body tried to slow me. Every voice in my head screamed, “don’t!” But I didn’t listen. I followed my heart because I love you.”

— Blair Waldorf

Happy 1 monthsary love!

Sometimes....

2010-05-22T09:33:00.000-07:00

It doesn't hurt to think twice.
It doesn't hurt to be confused.
It doesn't hurt to be ignorant.
It doesn't hurt to get so insecure.
It doesn't hurt to be scared.
It doesn't hurt to just think.

Sometimes, things just might not work out.
Goodbye people.
And oh ya,
PS: It doesn't hurt to love Nadhari.

Photo A-go-go?

2010-05-22T04:03:00.000-07:00

Was busy cleaning up my old stuffs, repacking everything out of the box, saw a few stuffs thats being wrapped with a bunch of old newspapers. Curious, i tore em open and looked what i found, ITS OLD TREASURES. haha!

Inside, passport pictures of you, pictures of us and pictures of my primary/secondary school friends. I took pictures of me and those of my friends, display them on my new dressing table. Your pictures, I smile, hid em safely in a place where nobody can see. Time to time after that, reminiscing starts to occur, damn you! =P

Ok bye, AFIQ MIQEL IS HERE!!!

The Last Song!

2010-05-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

Caught The Last Song with the boy yesterday. Not the saddest story I've ever watched but heyy, lesson learnt, alot of lesson learnt.

1) Ronnie: "Truth only means something when it's hard to admit! Don't you get that?"

2) The dad: "Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them more."

Overall, it was a nice movie, another creation of Nicholas Sparks, I like him tho. Rating will be 6 out of 10. Herr Herr. Sad right? But I swear it was embarrassing to be crying beside the boy. Damn embarassing!! It was like I am in a crying spree or or or like Im participating a crying marathon. From the corner of my eyes, I saw loverboy looked and smile whenever I teared up. The sweetest thing was when he kept on wiping the tears for me with his fingers, Swweeettt kann?? Not forgetting his wet shirt and tissue. Sorry boo boo! Haha!

But the sweetest of the sweetest thing that happened yesterday was he "tried' to be Will yesternight. Hahah! For those who watched the movie before, you know Ronnie is such a lame ass bitch who talks alot and was sooo paranoid right. And there was one part when Ronnie was damn pissed with Will, he gave this surprise kiss for her. That was what the booboo did. I was talking and talking and talking, SUDDENLY he gave me this kiss and WHAM!! Butterflies in my stomach. He is always giving me this butterflies that left me speechless, hate it yet I love it!

Ps: You know you love me Nadhari!

Shake Shake

2010-05-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

Blair: Because… I suddenly realized it. The way to get over you isn’t by hooking up with some random guy, or pretending like we didn’t happen. You and I loved each other, and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m gonna kiss somebody someday, and when I do, it’ll be for me. Goodbye, Chuck. I’m going home. .

Nad doesnt know how much i love him.. I do! F is the past. Don't bring it back!

Holy Shiaattt!

2010-05-18T00:07:00.000-07:00

*Ring Ring*
Ran outside the class during presentation just to answer your call.
But..........

Myra (picks up): Hello!
You: Ah, nak apa?
Myra: (wondering) WDH!

pig pig pig. Seriously this is annoying.

Crap

2010-05-17T20:19:00.000-07:00

I think, I think. You suck!

Iqah: Which is better? A love-love relationship or A love-hate relationship?
Myra: *thinking* I for sure prefer a love-hate relationship

OK so whats cliche nowadays?
Seeing posts like this ----->
*can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars*

OK FUCK YOU! and FUCK OFF!

That Minah From Chai Chee

2010-05-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

This is NOT my friend, Iqah the Vampire Slayer. She has a purple IC from Brunei. She was from Metta School, and got wrongly transferred to Republic Polytechnic. BamBang's gf hates her a lot! *i think* Her bf's name is OM. Pls dont get to know her cos you will regret befriend-ing her.

She likes to BITCH! And accuse other people of being a bitch, especially me! I dont bitch around!! Unlike her! You can call her Georgina Sparks, that Georgina Sparks from Gossip Girl, cos they are MENTALLY alike in many ways.

This is to YOU, IQAH (MINAH CHAI CHEE)!! This is for you!! COS OF THAT WADDD DERRR FUGG PICTURE IN UR BLOG.

Hehehe!!
You know you love me, xoxo,
BLAIR WALDORF!

He Lost His Bet, DANGDUT TIME!!

2010-05-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

Ok people, lets try putting on ur imaginative hats. OK imagine eh??? Drenching urself in the rain with ur bf, being cold as ever, wearing just a bloody dress on a moving vehicle, imagine being in pain caused by the rain, and IMAGINE, JUST IMAGINE, you still love that one person you are with. Imagine at the end of the day, your laughters are what people saw, that happiness, oh YES that happiness!!

I love you NaddyB, even tho you giving us a name as "Cutie Double N" is sooooo annoyingly selenge yet cute, You will always be my irritating childish bf.

We are annoyingly inseparable, for now! Lets not hope too much!
I Love You Cinta!
xoxo, Ur Girl!

When We Kiss. . .

2010-05-15T15:36:00.000-07:00

Dear God...

2010-05-12T17:25:00.000-07:00

I know I am one of the most annoying little thing you have ever created. But please spare me the time. Can you grant this wish for me? Can you reduce this tooth-ache, but can you at the same time prolong the pain till after two days from now. Cos NaddyPaddy assured me that it will be fine within two days but I doubt him so thus we made a bet together. The forfeit is that those who loses will have to joget dangdut for our Batam trip end of this month.

So God (swt). Help me ok? I wanna c my baby dance dangdut all night long.

Thanks. Love ya God, and also that creature you created for me. Love you dear!

A post for Iqah

2010-05-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

Was blog-hopping in class as usual, (a daily routine for me), I decided to drop by Iqah Vampire Slayer's blog. Decided to go check up her old posts since, just so randomly. Thats when I get to know this BITCH, BITCH ABT ME, THE BITCH!! haha! So this is what she typed: *cant stop laughing*

1st post
*NAMIERA* You're a BITCH! yes, you are. Dun you dare deny it! I seriously dunno where to hide my face whenever you Bitch about that person infront of them! But, actually, its kind of funny. haha..

2nd post
so anihoos..you betta read this..
as we were eating at the cafeteria..we had this conversation
Iqah:...ouh..muker dier cam sandpaper ey? bnyk pimple eyy?
Namiera: Tk la..muker dier cam bopeng kau tahu tk?
Iqah: Ouh..bopeng..bopeng tu cam topeng eyy?
Namiera: Tkla bodo! Bopeng kan..macam...macam.. *looks around.. Iqah:.....
Namiera: AH! kau nk tahu bopeng camne? *looks at the guy beside her. AH, NI AH BOPENG! I stare at her and burst out laughing sia.
She said dat out loud when that malay guy is only just beside her sia..Dats how Namiera is like iF you wanna noe. HAHHA.

And I still remember this post, this day!! Hanging out with you at tampines! Ur ze sweetest friend!! MISS OUR SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS!! We are turning older each year and I will never forget you, ALL OF YOU 301 ppl! To the bitch, IQAH, last loooong with Ahmad the Bollywood Star. Like you said, He is OM, and ur Shanti.

Till then, xoxo
PS: I love Nad!
Iqah:*roll eyes*

Ehem!! When I'm Kissing Eu!

2010-05-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

What if your love fades awayyyy???!!!

Sparks fly
Its like electricity
I might die
When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I’d rather be
Time stops
Like everything around me
Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

Past loves
They never got very far
Walls of made sure
I’ve got in my heart
And I promise I wouldn’t do this till
I knew it was right for me

But no one (no one)
No guy that I met before
Could make me (make me)
Feel so right and secure
And have you noticed
I lose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

I’ve never felt nothing like this
You’re making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it’s love

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away
When I’m kissing you

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense
And all the questions
I’ve been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
How clear it becomes
When I’m kissing you

What the hell??!

2010-05-10T10:25:00.000-07:00

OK STOP MYRA STOP!! STOP DOING THIS!! EERRGGHH!! I MISS YOU TOO MUCH, SO I TEXT YOU A STORY ABOUT US!! CHUCK BASS AND BLAIR WALDORF'S VERSION!! NAD JGN SMILE SMILE!! LOVE YOU COFFEEBEAN BOY!!

*They say your past define your future, But i say fuck the past and create your own future!

Sand-Toh-Sahhhhh!!

2010-05-09T20:26:00.000-07:00

I Love You GF!
You know I do!

I Love it that NADHARI loves me back!

2010-05-09T04:04:00.000-07:00

Nadharie:
you are still not online. and i'm off to work soon.

Nadharie:
i love you, i love namierah, i love shariezan,i love that you have tiny boobs. i love your smile,i love your teeth,i love that you are short,i love that you love me,i love that you have my heart,i love that i love you.i love you than my own sister.i love when you hug me,i love when you kiss me,i love when you smile at me,i love when you saying "i love you" suddenly. i love your imperfection.

Nadharie:
i love when you look into my eye,i love when you hold me tight,i love when you shout "heellllpppp" in a middle of no where,i love your voice. i love every thing about you,namierah. Nadharie is not like last time. Some one go off my life,i can ignore. but when it comes to you. belive me,one day if you intent to leave me. i will find you back. you will be thinking,only a month i said something like

Nadharie:
this. because i can see that your love is pure. and i do really love you.when i see you,i intend to forget everything only things bout you in my mind. this feels like soo child love. but sometimes child love is always pure from the heart. it speaks everything about love. and being love by you is wonderful.
i love you,namierah.
off to work now.
*flying hugs and kisses.

Nadharie:
i miss you.
meet soon dear.

ISNT THIS THE BEST REASON WHY PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE??
LOVE IS WONDERFUL!!
MY BOY IS SUCH A CUTESY!

....

2010-05-08T11:45:00.000-07:00

I dont want to go back, I wanna continue, but Im scared. Im not fragile. Im not. But i sympathize people too much. Thats part of my flaws. Clearly clearly, I lack of confidence. I know ur hating this part right here. Im not forcing, never will, just a suggestion, which you said was a bad one. Anyways, im in love with the number 7 now. And im in love with MY Chuck!

The Call Last Night

2010-05-07T03:15:00.000-07:00

Dropped off your keys last night
The front door still unpainted
You were polite like ice
I, ONCE could melt it

You took our pictures down
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wipe all the memories
Of what we used to be...
You and Me, before it all crashed down

And I know I never told you
That I love you
Now its all too late
And I don't know how to hold you
But I want to
I don't want to leave this way
All I know
Its broken

I heard your voice break, when you said
"Well I Hope You're Happy"
Nothing to say, I'll stare
Straight into my coffee

Then the conversation changed
How we talked around the blame
And the pain of losing
All of the good times lost
When it all crashed down

And I know I never told you
That I love you
Now its all too late
And I don't know how to hold you
But I want to
I don't want to leave this way
All I know
Its broken

Well I'm here if you need me
I know you don't believe me
Well I'm so sorry
For all the pain I've caused.

And I know I never told you
That I love you
Now its all too late
And I don't know how to hold you
But I want to
I don't want to leave this way
All I know
Its broken

Had real fun talking with you last night, Farhandy!
Namierah is so proud of the things that Farhandy had achieved.
Just promise me, Stay Happy!
Remember what I said,
*Don't find love, let love find you*
:)
I'm always praying for your happiness.
IKHLAS!

Restart My Heart - Fish

2010-05-06T07:46:00.000-07:00

Its Getting Late But I Don't Mind

2010-05-06T06:29:00.001-07:00

At last I get to meet my BOO BOO!!
Tho he was sleeping 75% of the time I was there.

Naddy Paddy: We Love Each Other, Thats What Matters
Myra: :PPPP

And to my darling Sucy Omaran! Patience is a virtue honey.
You don't go run finding for love. Love finds you and hunts you down.
Ignorance is not love.
Trust me on that!
That bubbly girl is gone, I miss her alot.
Saturday, You'll be the Princess,
No doubt on that, Love!
I Love You! No sad sad ok hunns!
Karma will hit him back, harsher this time.
You never go crying and wagging your tail for a guy, they do that for us.
Understand?!

We'll Be A Dream

2010-05-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

Do you remember the nights we
Stayed up just laughing.
Smiling for hours at anything
Remember the nights we
drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Likes its all we have
To hold onto and we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights we
made our way dreaming
Hoping of being someone big,
we were so young then,
we were to crazy in love

When the lights go out
we'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Likes its all we have to hold on to
An we'll be a dream

(whoaaa ooooooooh)

When the lights out
(when the lights go out)
We'll be safe and sound.
(We'll be safe and sound)
Well take control of the world
Like its all we have to hold on to
And we'll be
(And we'll be)

And when the light go out.
(and when the light go out)
We'll be safe and sound,
we'll take control of the world
Like its all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Kan da ckp!

2010-05-04T04:09:00.000-07:00

U C, WOBBLE WOBBLE REDY. Seram u know when u said that. Hahahhaha!!! Ok bye!!!!!!!

HONESTLY

2010-05-04T00:02:00.000-07:00

AND SADLY, ITS OVER! COS MYRA KNOW SO :(((((((((((

My BeautiFool Boy - ILY

2010-05-03T20:12:00.001-07:00

Ni part fact!! FUNNY!!!

Doubting Doubting Doubting!!

2010-05-03T11:52:00.000-07:00

PLS DONT END. NOT JUST YET. I DONT WANT *IT* TO END. NOT YET NOT YET NOT YET. Hon_ _ M _ _ n P_ _ _ _ d. I WANT IT TO GO ON COS ITS FUN TO SHOUT WHENEVER, WHEREVER AND NOT GETTING JELAK OF EACH OTHER YET.

ps: today i think alot. my mind is exploding. bazukkaaaa!!

i miss a real bed.

Not Yet??

2010-05-02T19:35:00.000-07:00

I went to Sucy's tumblr and discover Switchfoot's lyrics. ------
*If it doesn’t break your heart it isn’t love.* Nadhari didnt/havent/will never break my heart. So does that mean this isnt love? So does it mean that this is just a crush, an infatuation from within that wouldn't last? I know, I shouldnt think about this early in the morning when I still havent brush my teeth. But Naddy Paddy said this twice yesterday. He confidently said that I was still in love with Farhandy. Yes, I did talk about him A LOT, i guess, but that doesnt substantiate how much i might still be in love with him. Not even a single drop of love do I still have for Farhandy (Voldemort). So, this show how much my loverboy donno me. Yes I might be in a daze and stare through the walls each time I mention the past, but I was just recalling back those sweet memories I had with ze Voldemort. Or maybe at least I tried to. Hey, you cant blame me, its not as if I always fall for guys. That would show how much of a pompan sundal I am. Btol kan Nad? I know you will read my blog. I couldnt just tell you in person.

So whats up with ytd Nad? Why the hell are you still doubting me? Why oh Why? Just because I talked about Farhandy alot which Hydher scolded me for, THAT DOESNT MEAN I STILL HAVE THOSE GOODY GOODY FEELINGS FOR HIM. Ishhhhkk!!

Do You Really Love Me? Silence Does It Mean A Yes. Or You Are Still Thinking? Or You Are Trying To Force Yourself To Love Me Due To Your Past. Or What Ever It Is. Can You Please Tell Me,Myra. -Nadhari

Ok boo boo. Whats up maaannnn. Seriously. Yes I was silent when you asked me that. Yes I didnt really answer you when you asked me that. And yes I took the fag and smoke my way thru when you ask me that. Cos I dont want my answer just to be a yes, no thingy. But Im just afraid to explain myself away. Relationship is exhausting, but with you life is a breeze. Now now Naddy Paddy, Love is just a word. Its just a game played by two people. But this game, you can never play with anybody you like. This game is different, a serious game where you as the game master wants everythings to be perfect, to be right, to be in place. But then you dont care about losing or winning, cos after all both of us are in this game together. Boo, I will never play this game with just anybody, I just wanna play this with you, knowing that I can survive the game. ILY!

I should be the one whose threatened in this relationship, I mean cmon, I read her blog, she is stilllll in loveeeeeeeeee with you. And guys are easily swayed too u know. Be it with words or beauty. I know you are strong but Im not. What if one day, I sympathize her too much and asked you to return to her. Cos I dont mind. She seem to be the fragile one. She seem to be the one who needs ur attention. Like what Amirah said, what if Nad treats you as just the rebound. Damn I hate that word but it could be a possibility. You can just use me to get her jealous, or to forget about her. Ok ni part u baca cfm u terus call. Heheheh!! But everything is a 'what ifs' right? So tell me again. Should I be threatened??

So regarding the Switchfoot lyrics. Ala. Bullshit la. Or maybe not yet. But I can hardly wait to discover my journey with Naddy Paddy. Ok dont laugh Sucy, BUT, I cant wait for a fight to happen. Like cmon man. You know before entering a relationship there will be those sufferings, well Im prepared. Thats what love is all about.

OK too long of a post. I cintakan u Naddy Boo.
**PS: Happy One Monthsary, Sucy** -________-

Night Picnic-king

2010-05-01T20:39:00.000-07:00

I'm missing someone.
Fact fact now now now now now now now.
*How r u btwww???*

Nothings right

2010-04-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

ok what is wrong with myra nowadays. Sick sick sick sick sick, cough cough cough cough.....

k tell me again whats up.

im bored

the things i did today. decided to reminisce for myself.

woke up
sms boifey
sleep
woke up
eat
sleep
woke up
watch tv
cough
cry in the bathroom cos throat hurts
miss boifey
get changed
went out to MBS
work like one ass
eat
work again like one ass
got scolded by stupid SK Jewellery nyonya pundek
miss boifey
went to helix bridge
go home

Boring right????

K im broke.
I miss boifey.
this is boring
why am i updating a boring post??

i miss boifey. i miss money. i miss shopping. i miss my real bed. i miss my parents. i miss my best friends. i miss my real life. i miss being 16. i miss being healthy. i miss being alone, getting lost anywhere. i miss eating properly.

i love nad. xoxo.
tissue mana kau?? hingus running, lets chase em together.

BRB

2010-04-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

ON HIATUS!!

MBS consuming my time.

Update after my on-site training.

According to you.

2010-04-25T23:44:00.000-07:00

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult,
hard to please,
forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress,
can't show up on time,
even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful,
incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you.

I'M IN LOVE WITH ZE COFFEE BEAN BOY!

E'Love

2010-04-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

hello blogging world.

ILY Nad!!

King C and Queen B

2010-04-22T23:51:00.000-07:00

Your Chuck Bass, Im Blair Waldorf.
Together we can withstand anything.

Will you kiss me how Chuck kiss Blair?
iloveyounaddyB.